I went on "our" walk today with the puppies, and I missed you. Your in pain again. You stayed back and rested. Your eyes showed the disappointment when I asked you if you wanted to go with me. Your heart said yes, but your body said no. Your in pain again. Your new chemotherapy is causing you more nausea. You didn't eat dinner last night. You didn't eat much today. You make me worry about you a lot lately. Your worth every ounce of worry. Your in pain again. Your such a wonderful man. Your feeling guilty for not feeling like doing things you use to do. And you can't do that, it's stupid Myeloma. Your so tired. Your stopping and resting more along the way whenever we go out. Sadly your in pain again. Your love means the world to me. Sadly, I hate to see that your new chemotherapy is relentless, and I hate to see what it's doing to you. Sadly, your body is causing you more pain this week. Your eyes show me how bad it is. Sadly, your in pain again. Your such a wonderful husband, and I missed you so much on "our" walk today. Sadly, I'm in pain again also.
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I am so sorry for all the pain you both endure because of this disease! Praying each day for all of you. Remember you are not alone. If you ever need anything please call
ReplyDeleteYour family is one of the strongest, most, loving I've ever known, Jen. Prayers always.
ReplyDeleteWe will pray harder this week for your family.
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